2009

2009 was definitely full of... everything.

Thank you to those who have been with me through the good and the bad and the mediocre. I genuinely appreciate all of you.


Having no car for a year and 5 months, I realized who my real friends are--those people who didn't care whether you fucked up or not, or whether you were annoying because you constantly needed a ride, and those people who would go out of their way to give me a ride.

SERIOUSLY, who in their right minds would go out of their way to drive somewhere for someone constantly because she needed it? Thank you. If i had money coming out of my ass, I would buy all you guys gas for the rest of your lives. I guess I'll do that when I discover how to shit money. But REALLY, guys, thank you.

I also want to thank those who were not afraid to hurt my feelings. I guess I should say, I want to thank YOU. You know who you are. I'm not sure if you'll read this, but you're the reason I am who I am today. I want to thank you for everything. You've been with me seriously through everything. When things were awful you were there to comfort me, when things were still awful you weren't afraid to hurt my feelings and tell me what was the morally right thing to do. You give me incredible insight and I can't thank you enough for being the person you are. I'm sorry I can't spend New Years with you, but, I don't know. I never celebrate New Years. That's beside the point. I love you, so much. I hate that you live on the other side of the state, longevity-wise.. haha. Does that make sense? .. I think so... tehe. I hope your New Years is amazing. <3>

FAMILY!
Dear Parents,
Thank you. I can't thank you guys enough for what you guys have done for me. Regardless of the early curfew and strict regulations, I understand where you guys are coming from. I'm sorry I let you guys down multiple times, and I promise you guys 2010 will not be full infractions, misdemeanors, or felonies. I love you guys too. Obviously. :>

Little Sister,
I love you. You've grown so much. I'm sorry I made 2 months of your 2009 awful. I probably made more than 2 months awful.. But anyway, be good. Not necessarily good, because I know you're still young and somewhat naive and you're going to want to try different things.. whatever they might be. I'm not here to tell you what you can or can't do, but I want you to know that you have to learn from your own mistakes. Trial and error! I'm not going to be guiding you every step of the way (although sometimes I'd like to) so I want you to learn from your own mistakes, whatever they might be to you. I love you. I hope your 2010 is full of joy, and I pray your career in art prospers. <3

Hehe I realized that I said "I love you" to everybody. Sorry! Super corny. I DO love all you guys, though..



I don't have a New Years Resolution yet.
But I want 2010 to be abundant in accomplishments, friendships, and an ever-so-strong relationship with my family.


Again,
I love you all.

Happy New Years, everybody.

i pray that someday, someone will notice my true colors. and call me out.

Conference?

december 21-24 in sd?

family

i love my family. i accept them for who they are, and regardless of what they do to me, i still love them.

yeah ok, i'll cut the bullshit. switch family with dad. (only applies above)

my dad is crazy. he's so fucking bipolar. i love him to death but at the same time he hurts my family. he holds grudges against us. his own children! his own wife! what the hell?

i dont know any other dad who does not show compassionate love for his family. i know he loves us, but at the same time, like.. could you be any more disrespectful and shit to your family?

he calls us lowclass, cheap, stupid, idiots, and he says we have "no fucking appreciation" for what he does for us. i mean like, i'm sure we'd be more appreciative if he wasn't so goshdamn crazy.

he plays videogames whenever he comes home. is that "cool" for some of you? i dont think so, when he gets all worked up cause the people he's playing with sucks and he's getting hella mad about that shit. you know what? fuck that shit. fuck it all. fuckkk it.

ryan jiang just made me read his blog. he sucks. you suck. just kidding.

going on...

the only contribution my dad makes to this family is money. and he says we spend to much of it. okay, mr. i-spend-2k+-on-cameras-and-i-have-a-super-cool-collection-and-i-send-over-15k+-to-my-rude-ass-family-in-korea-who-actually-have-"nofuckingappreciaion".

i could rant on more. i'm sorry to those who have awful fathers like mine. i know mine isn't as worse as it gets. so, i'm sorry if it sounds like i'm acting like my dad is the worst in the world.

end post. -__-

gobble.

today is the worst.

Turkey Day

Turkey today? Not for me! We're having fish! Wootwoot. -___-

I am cleaning my room. My dad told me I have no personal life until Saturday. I'm going to die. Not really.

Justine is super sick so she got lucky. She doesn't need to do anything!

>[


Bye, world..

breathe in, and out.

i have an incredibly short temper. i've been trying to find my logic in being upset with certain people. sometimes, if i'm in a bad mood, i'll be very short with someone for no particular matter. so i'm trying to find a reason to be upset with that person before i'm mean. if there is no reason, i breathe. and i calm down.

or i smoke. thats better.

im very frusterated. fuck microsoft and your stupid serial numbers that can't be undone so i can put in a different number. ryan, you made me upset too. not mad. upset.


very upset.


i have no stogs and neither do justine so i'm going to try to sleep.
bye, world. off to lalaland.

theres always a million reasons not to do something, but when in doubt, DO IT

we had a psych test today, but the fire alarm went off and when the class got back in our teacher says that the alarm was a disturbance so he gave us all A's. woot woot! :>

time to do homework.





on the other hand..
GO AWAY. LEAVE ME ALONE. I mean you're nice and all but.. GO AWAY!!!

in our defense

it rained last night! wootwoot.

today was incredibly unproductive. minus the cleaning room part.

bring on the rain

i think rain would be romantic if it were warmer and felt like it was hugging you.
kissing in the rain is not romantic. it's uncomfortable. and cold.


it's been really cold lately. i wish the rain would come already.


p.s. happy 2 months wootwoot

swirl me around your room with feeling

he's extra special. we were best friends for about a year.. i dont know why it took me that long to see him in a different way, but i'm glad i finally did. he knows practically everything about me. he knows what i like & he especially knows what i dont like. which is a lot of things, actually. i hate green onions. and almost all vegetables.. and a ton of other stuff. he doesn't trip too hard about that. tehe. i absolutely adore the way my hands fits under his. and when he takes me home i hold on to him cause i really don't want to go home.. i want to kidnap him and hide him in my closet.. forever!! hehe.. he never complains about me, when i think he should. well, he shouldnt, i guess.. but sometimes i feel like i complain too much, or i'm being too needy, or annoying, or.. immature. and i feel like he should be complaining about me, but he doesnt. i love it when its cold and we kiss and his lips are warm and mine are cold and it feels good. sometimes i get mad at little stupid shit, but i think its because i'm trying to find something wrong in this relationship. it just feels too perfect. we get along so well. he never pressures me to do anything. like staying out late. hes caring. hes very unselfish. he laughs at me when i act like a dummy. and he laughs at me when im super happy. he makes my friends laugh. he makes good impressions on people i introduce him to. my best friends love him, my mom loves him, and i love him. i am in love.

research paper..

someone tell me what sort of subject could possibly take up 10-12 pages?

thank you.

When it rains it pours..

The internet is currently not working but I wanted to blog so I’m blogging on WORD and then I’ll post this once I get home.. anyway…

I’m in Experimental Psychology. Its really cold. It’s nice to have some rain though.. after no rain for so long..

No one is at class today. I think it’s because it’s raining.

Happy one month to me and Ryan! Woot.

I’ve seen him for 41 days straight as of today.. wow..

So after math I saw Ryan and then Dennis, Ryan, and I had a stog and dropped dennis off at class and then we went to Denny’s and got hot chocolate and hash browns with cheez. i lub potatoes. :> and then I went to class early so he could go to school.

Funnn day so far…

Not going to lecture again.

I don’t play that walk in the rain game.

And this is perfect weather to nap in! :> with a cup of hot chocolate.

Dennis and I are going to be homo and nap and have hot chocolate. :>

Once I make my piggy a new cage, I want her to have a friend. A white one!

I’m going to watch house :].

yum..

thanks, justine!


i'm at tap.
ryan's sitting next to me.
he is doing his chem homework.

nghia made me an almond milk tea no ice mango jelly HEATED.

very interesting... thanks nghia! :3



i failed my english midterm today. :<



over and out.

thizz..

ryan popped todayy

he's hella cute when he's on. but i think i just think that cause he's my boyfriend. hahaha


and then he burned. and burned again.
that nigga stays burning -___-



overall good day. :>
other than the fact that i got HELLA bad cramps/stomach pains when i wanted to eat pho.
NOT good. ryan wasted a good 6..7 dollars? :< :< :< <3 sorry. i feel so wasteful.
but it was hella bad. I FELT LIKE I WAS GOING TO DIE!!

i found out it was because i was hella cold.
i went home and sat in my bed and felt so much better. :>

heated blanky ftw!




i think i will pop. i just do not know when.... o_O






arf!

soo incredibly true...

"

Random thoughts from people our age…

1. I wish Google Maps had an “Avoid Ghetto” routing option.
2. More often than not, when someone is telling me a story all I can think about is that I can’t wait for them to finish so that I can tell my own story that’s not only better, but also more directly involves me.
3. Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you’re wrong.
4. I don’t understand the purpose of the line, “I don’t need to drink to have fun.” Great, no one does. But why start a fire with flint and sticks when they’ve invented the lighter?
5. Have you ever been walking down the street and realized that you’re going in the complete opposite direction of where you are supposed to be going? But instead of just turning a 180 and walking back in the direction from which you came, you have to first do something like check your watch or phone or make a grand arm gesture and mutter to yourself to ensure that no one in the surrounding area thinks you’re crazy by randomly switching directions on the sidewalk.
6. That’s enough, Nickelback.
7. I totally take back all those times I didn’t want to nap when I was younger.
8. Is it just me, or are 80% of the people in the “people you may know” feature on Facebook people that I do know, but I deliberately choose not to be friends with?
9. Do you remember when you were a kid, playing Nintendo and it wouldn’t work? You take the cartridge out, blow in it and that would magically fix the problem. Every kid in America did that, but how did we all know how to fix the problem? There was no internet or message boards or FAQ’s. We just figured it out. Today’s kids are soft.
10. There is a great need for sarcasm font.
11. Sometimes, I’ll watch a movie that I watched when I was younger and suddenly realize I had no idea what the f was going on when I first saw it.
12. I think everyone has a movie that they love so much, it actually becomes stressful to watch it with other people. I’ll end up wasting 90 minutes shiftily glancing around to confirm that everyone’s laughing at the right parts, then making sure I laugh just a little bit harder (and a millisecond earlier) to prove that I’m still the only one who really, really gets it.
13. How the hell are you supposed to fold a fitted sheet?
14. I would rather try to carry 10 plastic grocery bags in each hand than take 2 trips to bring my groceries in.
15. I think part of a best friend’s job should be to immediately clear your computer history if you die.
16. The only time I look forward to a red light is when I’m trying to finish a text.
17. A recent study has shown that playing beer pong contributes to the spread of mono and the flu. Yeah, if you suck at it.
18. Was learning cursive really necessary?
19. Lol has gone from meaning, “laugh out loud” to “I have nothing else to say”.
20. I have a hard time deciphering the fine line between boredom and hunger.
21. Answering the same letter three times or more in a row on a Scantron test is absolutely petrifying.
22. My brother’s Municipal League baseball team is named the Stepdads. Seeing as none of the guys on the team are actual stepdads, I inquired about the name. He explained, “Cuz we beat you, and you hate us.” Classy, bro.
23. Whenever someone says “I’m not book smart, but I’m street smart”, all I hear is “I’m not real smart, but I’m imaginary smart”.
24. How many times is it appropriate to say “What?” before you just nod and smile because you still didn’t hear what they said?
25. I love the sense of camaraderie when an entire line of cars teams up to prevent a dick from cutting in at the front. Stay strong, brothers!
26. Every time I have to spell a word over the phone using ‘as in’ examples, I will undoubtedly draw a blank and sound like a complete idiot. Today I had to spell my boss’s last name to an attorney and said “Yes that’s G as in…(10 second lapse)..ummm…Goonies”
27. What would happen if I hired two private investigators to follow each other?
28. While driving yesterday I saw a banana peel in the road and instinctively swerved to avoid it…thanks Mario Kart.
29. MapQuest really needs to start their directions on #5. Pretty sure I know how to get out of my neighborhood.
30. Obituaries would be a lot more interesting if they told you how the person died.
31. I find it hard to believe there are actually people who get in the shower first and THEN turn on the water.
32. Shirts get dirty. Underwear gets dirty. Pants? Pants never get dirty, and you can wear them forever.
33. I would like to officially coin the phrase ‘catching the swine flu’ to be used as a way to make fun of a friend for hooking up with an overweight woman. Example: “Dave caught the swine flu last night.”
34. I can’t remember the last time I wasn’t at least kind of tired.
35. Bad decisions make good stories
36. Whenever I’m Facebook stalking someone and I find out that their profile is public I feel like a kid on Christmas morning who just got the Red Ryder BB gun that I always wanted. 546 pictures? Don’t mind if I do!
37. Is it just me or do high school girls get sluttier & sluttier every year?
38. If Carmen San Diego and Waldo ever got together, their offspring would probably just be completely invisible.
39. Why is it that during an ice-breaker, when the whole room has to go around and say their name and where they are from, I get so incredibly nervous? Like I know my name, I know where I’m from, this shouldn’t be a problem….
40. You never know when it will strike, but there comes a moment at work when you’ve made up your mind that you just aren’t doing anything productive for the rest of the day.
41. Can we all just agree to ignore whatever comes after DVDs? I don’t want to have to restart my collection.
42. There’s no worse feeling than that millisecond you’re sure you are going to die after leaning your chair back a little too far.
43. I’m always slightly terrified when I exit out of Word and it asks me if I want to save any changes to my ten page research paper that I swear I did not make any changes to.
44. “Do not machine wash or tumble dry” means I will never wash this ever.
45. I hate being the one with the remote in a room full of people watching TV.. There’s so much pressure. ‘I love this show, but will they judge me if I keep it on? I bet everyone is wishing we weren’t watching this. It’s only a matter of time before they all get up and leave the room. Will we still be friends after this?’
46. I hate when I just miss a call by the last ring (Hello? Hello? Dammit!), but when I immediately call back, it rings nine times and goes to voicemail. What’d you do after I didn’t answer? Drop the phone and run away?
47. I hate leaving my house confident and looking good and then not seeing anyone of importance the entire day. What a waste.
48. When I meet a new girl, I’m terrified of mentioning something she hasn’t already told me but that I have learned from some light internet stalking.
49. I like all of the music in my iTunes, except when it’s on shuffle, then I like about one in every fifteen songs in my iTunes.
50. Why is a school zone 20 mph? That seems like the optimal cruising speed for pedophiles…
51. As a driver I hate pedestrians, and as a pedestrian I hate drivers, but no matter what the mode of transportation, I always hate cyclists.
52. Sometimes I’ll look down at my watch 3 consecutive times and still not know what time it is.
53. It should probably be called Unplanned Parenthood.
54. I keep some people’s phone numbers in my phone just so I know not to answer when they call.
55. Even if I knew your social security number, I wouldn’t know what do to with it.
56. Even under ideal conditions people have trouble locating their car keys in a pocket, hitting the G-spot, and Pinning the Tail on the Donkey – but I’d bet my ass everyone can find and push the Snooze button from 3 feet away, in about 1.7 seconds, eyes closed, first time every time…
57. My 4-year old son asked me in the car the other day “Dad what would happen if you ran over a ninja?” How the hell do I respond to that?
58. It really pisses me off when I want to read a story on CNN.com and the link takes me to a video instead of text.
59. I wonder if cops ever get pissed off at the fact that everyone they drive behind obeys the speed limit.
60. I think the freezer deserves a light as well.
61. I disagree with Kay Jewelers. I would bet on any given Friday or Saturday night more kisses begin with Miller Lites than Kay.
62. The other night I ordered takeout, and when I looked in the bag, saw they had included four sets of plastic silverware. In other words, someone at the restaurant packed my order, took a second to think about it, and then estimated that there must be at least four people eating to require such a large amount of food. Too bad I was eating by myself. There’s nothing like being made to feel like a fat bastard before dinner"

turn off the lights..

goodnight.

BRING ON THE STARS.

Artsy Partsy

"We artists are indestructible, even in a prison cell or a concentration camp I would be almighty in my own world of art. Even if I had to paint my pictures with my wet tongue on the dusty floor of my cell." -Pablo Picasso




I will get back to you, my first love. Please don't punish me for neglecting you!

bones

I am currently watching Bones with my sister.
It's so interesting!

And I'm sick. I'm goign to drink OJ like.. errydae. D:


Ryan's having a thizzknock kick it thing tomorrowww.
but its in the morning.
sigh.

that guy....


SHOWER!


woof.

don't waste your time

i'm at school waiting for class at 10.

i had class at 6:40 and now i'm just chilln cause we got out at 7:40.


i really want a banana hot chocolate.
and i need christine giang.


i'm back on sufu! thanks to exteeng.


i'm bored. there are a bunch of people (guys) around me and they all look like nerds. except for one. he looks filipino. i think he's in a frat? but thats kinda weird cause i dont think there are frats at community colleges. anywayyy i think theyre waiting for a class. i feel kind of lonely.


woof.

bio 130

i think i failed.


note to self:

n o m o r e c r a m m i n g .

꼬마 (Khoma) is the cutest chihuahua in the world.

tres cosas

Three names I go by:
1. Sophia
2. Fia
3. Sparky

Three jobs I have had in my life.
1. Art teacher
2. Book keeper/accountant
3. Daughter

Three Places I have lived
1. San Jose
2. Fremont
3. n/a.

Three Favorite drinks
1. Milk
2. Orange Juice
3. Apple Juice

Three TV shows that I watch
1. House
2. Futurama
3. Family Guy

Three Places I Have Been
1. Korea
2. Cambodia
3. China

Three of my favorite restaurants
1. Hatcho
2. Ryan's house
3. Christine's house

Three people I'd like to meet one day
1.
2.
3.

Three things I love in a person
1. Honesty
2. Optimism
3. Humor

Three things I'm looking forward to
1. This bio exam I should be studying for..
2. Report card
3. Future

Three things I want to do within the year
1. Get higher than a 3.0
2. Play the piano
3. Draw/paint something.

Three things I love doing
1. Laughing
2. Talking
3. Sleeping

Three Places I would like to visit
1. Christine's house
2. Irvine
3. Cal Poly SLO

Three transforming stages in my life
1. Highschool
2. September 28, 2006
3.



Dennis just made me some bombass food.
I am so happy.
But I will not be at 1:30..

omg I'm going to fail.

ohlone

i've been at ohlone since 7:10ish am.

i cut ALGEBRA2 (woot woot) to study for a bio exam test whatever thing at 1:30. im going to fail. but im blogging. because everyone seems to be blogging and i always think about blogging but i never want to collect my thoughts together to put them here. it takes too much energy. and then im tired. jk about that part. ok i am like hella not funny.

i saw christine on sunday! that was nice. i love seeing her. i love her! shes my other half. sorta. :>
DEAR CHRISTINE, if you are reading this, i'm sorry about popping your blue squishy thing. but i won't go home without you. because that is the song that is playing. and i miss you so much already. but its ok cause youre not too far and you'll be back or i'll go there or something. or i'll tell my parents to go on vacation and we can meet up and play or something. LOVE, SOPHIA.

i hate bio. not really. its really interesting. i get kinda into it. so weird.
so i'm changing my major. accounting to being a vet. wtfux? muahaha...


jason elcan is a creeper. and now he's mad at me for supposedly saying he was a stalker.
now i will say it:
jason elcan stalked me. he found my address and mailed me a letter telling me to pick out a restaurant i want to eat at for the first weekend in october when i had a boyfriend.
suuchh a long story.

TAYLOR SWIFT--YOU BELONG WITH ME.
i'm a sucker for chick flicks and acoustic and taylor swift.
unfortunately, my boyfriend doesnt like any of them.

everyone at ohlone looks so angry and unhappy all the time.
especially the mission kids that are here.
its likeee damnnnn you aboutta be here for like 2 more yearssss make the most out of it you crybaby.



anyway, i am an animal tamer. i will blog about that one day.
blog later hopefullyyy

OMGOOTNESS

SORRY BLOG.

I'VE SO NEGLECTED YOU!!!



I've been soooooo not bloggingggg...
Ohlone started!
I'm tired.

Blog later.

Goodnight.
Class at 6:40AM...

bloggers..

a lot of people are switching blogs and whatnot.
i find that too complicated.
i will stick with blogspot, thank you very much!

let me talk about my monday.
it was a very good way to start the week, that's for sure. :>

so, i stayed up, waiting for dennis to swoop around 3am ish, went to baystreet, had a stoge, played blockles, etc... 5:00am we go to community service! i love linda. linda is emily de sitgter's mom. thenn sean came to swoop at baystreet at around 7:30. well, he was supposed to be there at 7:30. but he came at like 8:15. -_- oh well. its okay. :> soo we get to his house, and after many failed attempts, i finally fall asleep.. at around 9 ish? i woke up around 12:30 i think. and apparently he fell asleep with me for like an hour but i was too into my sleep to notice. haha. :> thenn we went to straw hat pizzaaa and ate pizzaaa and thennn we went to watch (500) days of summer, and then we hopped into the ugly truth. :> (500) days of summer made me kinda sad. sean and i could both lightweight relate to it, i guess. & he's leaving for school in like a month. and then what? long distance wont work. the helllll??? save me! honestly, i've never felt this way about someone before. its very different. but im kind of scared. i'm attached! i didn't think i'd be so attached...

...anyway...

i love futurama.
zoidberg & nibbler ftw :>
but mostly zoidberg tehe.
http://futuramaepisode.org/
go watch!


roger out.

i love people

i love watching people. that sounds so creepy! ok example. i was sitting in starbucks in daly city a couple days ago, waiting for christine to get off of dance. soo while i was reading "the time traveler's wife" i was distracted my two people sitting near me. i was fascinated so i wrote about it.
"There's a man sitting next to me on his laptop (Acer). He's pretty ballin. I think he's chinese. I helped him connect his laptop charger to an outlet. There's an old woman sitting across from me. She's writing... an essay? Homework, perhaps? She's on a laptop, too. Sometimes she starts dancing by herself like no one's watching. She's got these big headphones on. & I'm chillin. In a corner. Reading the 'Time Traveler's Wife'. I love people."

on the other hand, my license was unsuspended on August 5, 2009 at 11:59:59 pm. haha. but i need my SR22 from my insurance provider and 100$. apparently the SR22 takes awhile to get.. or my dads just being lazy.. haha. and i do not have 100$. so... sophia has no id. or license. at the moment. but, i'm going to hawaii with my family from august 20-30! woot.

dennis is in a pickle as well. i'm very worried about him. and so is ryan. some newark heads borrowed his car while he was at work, and i'm guessing they hit and ran, but the person got his license plate, and the police tracked dennis down to his house. and well dennis has an alibi, so i dont think he'll get into much trouble, but the only problem is that the car is under his uncle's name, and the insurance is under his mom's name. so... yeah. i'm worried about him. and he always tries to handle things by himself. but i'm here for him, yaknow? i just want him to be okay.

i've been talking to this guy. i met him on blockles. how strange. we were talking for a few weeks. and then his ex girlfriend called him last night and said that she cries everynight to sleep, and then wakes up crying. i cried when he told me that. but he doesn't know. i dont like to cry in front of boys. i'm TOUGH. haha. well, we'll see what happens. just take it as i go........ with my guard up?

i'm watching futurama. i love futurama. woot. <3>


i'll try to blog more. :<

summer

summer is incredibly unproductive. christine's gone. she's in france until august 2. boo.

i'm trying to be more involved in church.
well, not more involved. but more involved.
hahahah i dont know.

i forgot how good it felt to be around people who love you regardless of what you do.
i forgot how good it felt to be around people who listen to you.
i forgot how good it felt to be around people who gave you support and encouraged you.

i will be better.
i'm 7 months late but.. i don't know. i'll figure something out.
if only i flipped over 7 months ago hella quick.
where would i be now?

God only knows.
pfft.

my room is incredibly dirty but i found things from like when i was in 3rd grade. hahaha i giggled. i'm hungry. but i dont know what to eat.


my guinea pig is ADORABLE. her name's Blackie. originated from my mom called her 까미(Ggah-me) all the time (it meants blackie).

i was watching videos on guinea pigs (dont make fun of me) and they were making noises and then my pig started making noises too. shes so cute. i kind of want her to get a friend though. :<

i want to go back to cambodia.
i feel like i wasted this summer.




i need patience.

benchwarrant

no more benchwarrant!

license back on august 5th...

harry potter

i will read all 7 books by july 15. i think the new hp movie comes out the 15th right?

oolala. i am not a nerd.

insomnia?

i have problem sleeping these days, and last night i straight up did not sleep.

but i took a nap from 8:30am-11:30am.


guests over. i had such an unproductive day today.

christine giang is a fish

hung out with melissa! she went to get her car so she swooped from tap. and then we went to bank, and then we went to mission burger, and got a chocolate shake, and then went to yoswirl, and then went home.

then i waited for christine to come so we could go beachn.

but beach was uber coldskeets..

PICTURE TIME!

he had a pair of 2 dogs. :>


noo come back!


mermaids are real.


this is my baby girl.


she is herra kute.




BAHAHA




i made her stand under the sign cause it says "san jose ave." i think.



cutes.


ugly day today.


nosmo king


summer <3



christine said it was a cool house. so she made me take a picture of it. tehe.


Los Mejicas! tehehe
we saw this on our way to charlie's.

there is a gap here, because i did not take my camera into charlie's house. but he has a nice house. and we played blockles. and charliethesquirrel died. numerous times.bahaha Fail.

then to la victoria's..

christine's food.


injecting her burrito with orange sauce.


christine giang is a fish.


i got home around 10:45 and my mom flipped a bitch. she said to pack my stuff so if it happens again she can just throw my shit out and i dont have to go home. i swear she's on menopause and she's taking out her very uneccessary anger on me. i am angered.

well, other than that incident it was a gewd day. :>

sarang

"We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."
Sam Keen

xanga +1

i found my old xanga.. THREE OF THEM.
one of them is a "bff" xanga with this girl i don't really.. like anymore. 2005. ZAYUM.
one of them doesn't have any updates.
and the other, well, i could've sworn i made more than 2 posts. maybe xanga's weird. or maybe i deleted them. but these entries were from back in 07.. and xanga say's i've been a member since 05. what is going on hereee??

cleaning lady is coming. my mom said she doesnt clean as well when someone's at home. so she wakes us up at 9 am telling us to find some place to go.
OKAY DUDE. NONE of my friends are going to be up this early on a summer day.
fortunately, melissa my dahling will be here in a little over an hour.. then we go get yogurt. omnomnom.

i thought i'd make this a long post, since i haven't had a proper update in a while. so, here we go..
JUNE 15
SENIOR CHECKOUT! i barely made it. omgah. 7 periods a day? HELLA make up werk? omghandidot neveragain will i procrastinate.. not.
JUNE 17
GRADUATION! baha. i graduated. thank you to all that came. although like 3 of you guys read this.
after graduation, my poppa bear took a few of my friends out to eetz+1 unexpected "guest". its okay. i lub deBORah. bill was like.. WABAM! and i wish christine went. :< oh well. one day. some day. somewhere? over the rainbow..
then after dinner, i went to jeff zhang's carriage house in pleasanton. sollies, but it was kind of da gays.
JUNE 18
take off to socal with the fambam+2 cousins.. we were in anaheim around 9? had cheesecake factory and got even fatter. i love steak btw. medium rare but mostly rare. om nom nom.
JUNE 19
MAGIC MOUNTAIN! X2 was the most exhilerating ride in teh werldz. made all the other rides look like shit.
JUNE 20
trisha and joe left. and then we went to PJ's wedding. SFLIGUHSLFDUHGSFG made me want to cry. :< then my dad took us to the griffith observatory. and we went to the planitarium thing. hella koos. and then justine was hungry after, so we went to korean town to this place called "WA! SADA!" (if you're korean, you'll get it). and we got like HELLA big portions of sushi for under regular price. i couldn't finish it. but i ate a sea cucumber. baha.
JUNE 21
went to this church in anaheim. it is a big church. i forget what it's called. but the sermon was good and then i got lost in reading revelations. its just SO INTERESTING! it hella freaks me out when i'm reading it at night though. keke. then we went home. and i have a big icecream thing.
JUNE 22
woke up at like.. 12:30. my mom got super mad at me. erik came over, we played plants vs zombies, walked to tapioca, came back, played more games, and erik left, i cleaned my room to look for bill to send to stupid lawyers, and then couldn't so i went out with dennis and gene. we caught up on a lot of stuff. and then i got scared to go home to sleep cause of evil stuffs. and so we went to baystreet coffee. gene got sprite, dennis got a mocha cappucino, and i got hot chocolate. then my mom called. so i went home around 3. my mom accused me of being drunk. -__- she was like.. "what did you drink" and i was like "hot chocolate. SMELL ME SMELL ME." hehe. but i couldn't sleep! i was engulfed in the darkness. so i opened my laptop. and BAM the light made the darkness go away. but i stayed up till 5:45. i was waiting for the sun to come out. haha i was thinking 'SUNLIGHT KILLS ALL EVIL' hahahha. i dont know where i got that from. ohwell.
JUNE 23
woke up around 11:45... not too bad? 6 hours? amul picked me up, i bought him his long waited chipotle.. during school, amul broke his leg and he was on crutches. i thought it would be funny to sactap him with his crutch. but i ended up hitting it a little too hard. and so i had to buy him chipotle. that was coos. we bonded kinda. he made web layouts for companies like crooks&castles. and he gets like 2k for each one. i never knew he was so good at.. anything! haha. and then i went home, cleaned up a little, still couldn't find the mail i was looking for, gave up, and went to go see UP with dennis. IT WAS SO GOOD. i think everyone needs to see it. during the movie, my mom kept texting me about the mofo-ing letter. and SHE found it. so i asked her how much the bill was and who i have to make it out to, and she texted me that, and so after UP, dennis rushed me to the bank. TRAFFIC WAS FAIL. but we made it by like 8 minutes. baha. :> then we called gene, went to go pick him up, went to pc jamba juice, got jamba juice for 2 dollar's cause dennis works there, gene got ohana, and then we went to go play pool. i owned them in 9ball. but they owned me when we played against eachother.. like splitting the balls 1-5, 6-10, 11-15? those were close though. i'd get one of them out, and then the other would kill me. -_- but yeah. after that, we went to newark tap, no one was there, so we went to pc tap, waited for justine and lisa and christine. justine and lisa were walking the dogs. i have no idea why. -_- they are crazy. so christine and i met up, she offered to take me home, so dennis went to go drop off gene at a hookah bar, and dennis went home. then i went home once justine and lisa got there. and yeah, it was gud i suppose.

:> and i think i might go to the beach today..

lubn mai seestahhh

P4RKK it (11:34:58 PM): are you going to sleep wtih me again

S0PHIAPARK (11:35:05 PM): LOLOL

P4RKK it (11:35:08 PM): ?

S0PHIAPARK (11:35:09 PM): idk

P4RKK it (11:35:09 PM): what

S0PHIAPARK (11:35:10 PM): why

P4RKK it (11:35:12 PM): idk

S0PHIAPARK (11:35:14 PM): can u just sleep with me

P4RKK it (11:35:15 PM): i got scared

P4RKK it (11:35:15 PM): this morning

S0PHIAPARK (11:35:17 PM): lol why

P4RKK it (11:35:20 PM): cause i forgot

P4RKK it (11:35:22 PM): youwere sleeping with me

S0PHIAPARK (11:35:24 PM): LOLOL

P4RKK it (11:35:27 PM): and i accidently touched you

P4RKK it (11:35:27 PM): and i was like

P4RKK it (11:35:28 PM): wtf

P4RKK it (11:35:29 PM): is this

P4RKK it (11:35:31 PM): huge thing

P4RKK it (11:35:32 PM): in my bed

S0PHIAPARK (11:35:34 PM): LOLOL

S0PHIAPARK (11:35:38 PM): can u hear me laughing

P4RKK it (11:35:40 PM): it FREAKED me out

P4RKK it (11:35:40 PM): yes

P4RKK it (11:35:43 PM): i cna hear you

P4RKK it (11:35:53 PM): i heard my phone this morning

P4RKK it (11:35:56 PM): and it was ringinggg

P4RKK it (11:36:01 PM): you ddint even ear it did you

P4RKK it (11:36:05 PM): and for somereason

P4RKK it (11:36:15 PM): i thought maybe chris had snucken into our backyard again

S0PHIAPARK (11:36:21 PM): LOLOLLL

P4RKK it (11:36:22 PM): and was trying to climb into my bed

S0PHIAPARK (11:36:23 PM): i did hear it

P4RKK it (11:36:23 PM): so i like

S0PHIAPARK (11:36:27 PM): thats why i woke up and went to my room

P4RKK it (11:36:27 PM): opened the shades

P4RKK it (11:36:28 PM): or

P4RKK it (11:36:30 PM): idk

P4RKK it (11:36:32 PM): i moved it allitle bit

P4RKK it (11:36:36 PM): and THATS when i realzied

P4RKK it (11:36:40 PM): you were sleeping next to me

S0PHIAPARK (11:37:00 PM): LOL

P4RKK it (11:37:07 PM): i waslike

P4RKK it (11:37:07 PM): oh

P4RKK it (11:37:09 PM): that wasnt chris

P4RKK it (11:37:11 PM): that was SOPHIA.

P4RKK it (11:37:12 PM): no idk

P4RKK it (11:37:19 PM): it was really scary though

P4RKK it (11:37:21 PM): and then in a flash

P4RKK it (11:37:22 PM): i remembered

S0PHIAPARK (11:37:25 PM): HAHAHAHA

P4RKK it (11:37:26 PM): i said fuck you to you

P4RKK it (11:37:33 PM): when you crawled into my bed.

P4RKK it (11:37:46 PM): lmao

S0PHIAPARK (11:37:53 PM): i know

S0PHIAPARK (11:37:55 PM): but i didnt care!

S0PHIAPARK (11:37:56 PM): i was scared

P4RKK it (11:38:11 PM): lol


i lub mai seestah

ribbit.

i'm so proud of it!

jk

just kidding.

i didn't mean the "fuck you".


goodnight, world. see you in a few hours.

red

i see red.
fuck you.


but i still like you. a lot. and i don't want you to leave.

emotional

today is such an emotional day..

so first, i couldn't make it to christine's graduation because the school called me at 8:50am and said if i didnt go to saturday school, they would suspend me for finals week and not let me walk. so i went to the office and cried and begged and they said i can go but then they'd have to follow through with what they said they'd do.
that made me very upset. VERY. upset.

then i talk to bob.
i dont want to talk about that.
but it made me even MOAR upset. MOAR. upset.

so around 5:15 christine came to pick me up so we could go to sr banquet at church. by then i was a lot calmer. but still upset. like you know that feeling where you have so much emotion inside and one little comment could make you tip over like a cup filled with water? yeah. that feeling!

we went to church at about 6:15. we were late. fashionablyyy laatteee. hahaha. we both wore our white house black market dresses. bob says mine looks like a carpet. i see it now..

my hair looks flat. i need to trim it.

open mic came along. most of the things that were said were very touching.
pj had something to say at the end. i started bawling when he said, "i woke up at 3am and picked you up from the police station because your parents didn't want to pick you up."
then he started crying. but he claims he didnt. and chris and i were crying. and everyone else was crying. and then i started crying more because everyone else was crying. and people close to me would hug me and i'd start crying even MOAR. i felt like a child. but i'm scared they'll leave. and never come back. see ya in 239487234 years? ....

i got home around 11. and i talked to kevin.
i love kevin. kevin quoc tien nguyen, i hold you close to my heart. and i pray that will never change, you viet cong.

i talked to bob again.
i feel better.


soo much cryingzszs.



this is my worst case of senioritis picture:

i want a yearbook.

LEFT HEEL

sak eneji (3:47:34 PM): youi'll love me
sak eneji (3:47:36 PM): after i tell you this
sak eneji (3:47:38 PM): ready?
S0PHIAPARK (3:47:42 PM): okay
sak eneji (3:47:46 PM): i found your left heel
S0PHIAPARK (3:47:51 PM): no you didnt
sak eneji (3:47:54 PM): i swear i did
S0PHIAPARK (3:47:56 PM): where is it
sak eneji (3:47:58 PM): franks car
S0PHIAPARK (3:48:00 PM): NO
S0PHIAPARK (3:48:01 PM): FUCKING WAY
S0PHIAPARK (3:48:04 PM): OMG
sak eneji (3:48:05 PM): you lvoe me?
S0PHIAPARK (3:48:05 PM): MY HEART
S0PHIAPARK (3:48:07 PM): JUST JUMPED
S0PHIAPARK (3:48:08 PM): ARE YOU SERIOUS?
sak eneji (3:48:10 PM): yea
S0PHIAPARK (3:48:12 PM): OMG
sak eneji (3:48:14 PM): i swear on our friendship
S0PHIAPARK (3:48:16 PM): IN THE BACK?
sak eneji (3:48:19 PM): yea
sak eneji (3:48:20 PM): in teh cupholder
S0PHIAPARK (3:48:21 PM): I LOVE YOU
sak eneji (3:48:21 PM): lmfao
S0PHIAPARK (3:48:22 PM): SO MUCH

beautiful?

"being perfect and symmetrical may be pretty & flawless, but being different & ravished is what makes you want to stop, stare, & think. "

DISMISSED!!

so, foothill's ball was fun.

ANYWAY,

i went to court today.
the cop didn't show up!
so my case was dismissed!

YES!!!!!

cardboardlove so cute

anatomy coloring book

must. finish. coloring.



snail mail ftw.

wihwee

i saw this picture posted on boobear's brog so i had to post it here too..

hahahaha :>

taken from hosub..

nigga.

hibernation.

i fell asleep at about 7 pm, and i woke up at 2:30 am.

had a glass of orange juice, watched an episode of friends, and went back to sleep around 3.

woke up at 7:15. 

amazing!

but i still want to sleep.

i really want to go to the zoo. giraffes kick ass.

or monterey bay aquarium. jellyfish are so cool.

my mom's really sick. 

it makes me sad until she starts complaining about how i don't do anything right.

then it just becomes irritating.

i'm dd this weekend!

REMINDERS..

-finish english homework.

-get fucking dress.

- etc.

sigh.

everything seems so sad about today.

May 30, 2009

I guess I'm going to Foothill's Senior Ball.


What dress to wearrrr????

In my tummy..

I'm so unhealthy.
Here's what is in my belly as of today..

-ramen
-popcorn
-lemonade
-one strawberry
-little bit of cake.
-little bit of uncooked cake batter -_-
-shitload of frosting
-3 pieces from a sushi roll.


omg I'm going to explode.


boom.

TGIF

thank God its friday.

I need a job!

I also need my phone back from Bob.

School's boring. 

Mink dissection ftl.

someone find me a job.

NCS

GOOD JOB MSJ VBALL BOYS but not #3 cause we're not talking.

I'm watching friends now.
It's the episode where Chandler starts to smoke again.


mm friends.


Marlboro 27.
yum.


I'm a gangster.


Hair so rrrrong!



I'm a rooooserrr. :< hehehe


Today was interesting. I guess.
I mean.. I finally went to a volley ball game.
And we won!
It was crazy.

Awkward moments suck.
Sorry #3.
I miss your parents though. They kewl.


Time to rabble..
I hate how I fall too fast. Like, I'll meet a guy. And if he's okay then it's whatever. But if there's like something about him then he'll just sweep me off my feet. It sucks when you're kinda in too deep, and you feel really insecure about liking the guy cause you just feel like he's just not as into you as you are to him. I feel like I might be in this situation. I also feel like I'm in this situation a lot. I'm probably exaggerating. I should just not talk to boys. I fall into deep infatuation far too quickly. Whew. If only I were stronger. I wish I had better self control. Like, when I get mad I rabble. I rabble about like things that don't need to be said. And then I spill something. Pfft. Oh my goodness. I'm rabbling now. I want a cookie. Okay I'm making myself popcorn. My mom's playing the wii. She's not very good at any game. Hehehe. :> A+ for effort!
On another note, I'm going to quit by the end of this month. Wish me luck! I haven't had one allll day today! Josh Cho gave me one after the game though.


Friends will now have my full, undivided attention.